This Is Just Another Lifetime...
Chronicals of a Procrastinator
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25th-Nov-2009 12:57 pm(no subject)
bubbles
Hanging out with John! I'm so happy. I told him so last night after great sex. I had forgotten that oral felt so good.
12th-Nov-2009 07:09 pm(no subject)
eat


I just want to take a break. Is a holiday coming up soon? Thanksgiving in 11 days. But then I'll be busy then aswell. Goin on a plane ride as soon as I get outta german =]
Monday 23rd is going to be ridiculous. I bet I won't be able to fall asleep.

But I really do just want to lay in bed for a whole day. Preferably with a boy that I can't have. Well, I mean i CAN, but he has a gf and I've already slept with him three times. It's getting a bit mean.
&&the universe is shaped exactly like the earth.
10th-Nov-2009 01:54 pm(no subject)
sky
I can't fucking stand life right now. I hav way too much school shit to deal with. A group full of drama and stoners. My roommate has problems of her own that she vents onto me. And I care for her, I just don't know how to help her with her family issues. An old flame is hinting that he still likes me while still being with his new girlfriend (the one that he dumped me for) and I have two tests that I am going to fail tomorrow. I need to study my balls off tonight but my dad is coming into town from germany. And he's only staying for two days. And I know he's expecting me to do well in school...
I'm failing all of my classes.
I partied the whole of last week and it was amazing. I, like a little highschooler who doesnt know better, took triple C's. My boyfriend reprimanded me for it and I promised him I won't take them again. He went all scientific on me how it was tearing up my stomach lining and going to cause me heart problems in the future. I have four papers to write.
I cried for an hour today. Then I thought I was done so I went up to Chris room where him and Alicia were. My face was still a bit pink but I was done crying. Apparently not.
I just want someone to hold me.
26th-Oct-2009 04:37 pm(no subject)
slidethin

I want to get stupidly skinny.
14th-Oct-2009 05:23 pm(no subject)
bunny

My room smells gross. Why the fuck did they have to BOLT DOWN my window?

I wanna go shopping. I want shoes. And a sweater dress. Fuckin broke without a car though. AND I have to return my George Foreman grill to Target because I'm too broke to buy actual food and cook it.

I don't wanna bore my english teacher to tears on an 800 word essay about The Greenhouse Effect. How do I not do this? It's gonna suck.

Why does it always have to fucking RAIN?!

My skin is getting unbelievable. I hate caf food, not only for doing this to my skin, but for being so horrendous aswell. I want mommy made homecooked food SO BAD.
I feel like my parents have forgotten about me: "I'll call you this weekend!" "Sorry we forgot to call you, we'll try next weekend!" And then nothing. We communicate through email but we don't really TALK.

Today was fucking ridiculous.

I dropped my phone yesterday. Battery flew out. And then last night whenever I pressed the Enter button it gave me the calculator. I fixed it. And then my alarm didn't go off this morning. Nor this afternoon. Clearly, something is wrong. FUCK YOU LG NEON!

I don't think I can wait till next week where the laundry will be 25c a load. I've already run out of long pants. And it's not cold enough to open my Winter Clothes box. And I don't have enough hangers to even put them away.

Having the boyfriend as a background on my cellphone is a bad idea. Just makes me miss him more.
11th-Oct-2009 11:38 pm - UGH
stop that
What is this like bad sex for Hana week or something? Must be pre ejaculation week. Most def.
13th-Sep-2009 02:28 pm - =/
eat

Henry
Dom
Face
John
Mike
Conor
Joe
Cliff
Eric
David
Evan
Michael
Jeff
Matt

Fourteen.
2nd-Sep-2009 12:24 am(no subject)
eat
I love college. I love drinking. I love [men]. I love college!
20th-Jul-2009 05:15 pm(no subject)
bubbles

 


I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas.
Really good song for summer nights!

I miss John. Too much.

I lick my brain in silence
Rather squeeze my head instead
Midget man provoking violence
Listen not to what I said

I said please calm it down
Everything is turning brown

Mutilated lips give a kiss on the wrist
Of the worm like tips of tentacles expanding
In my mind, Im fine, accepting only fresh brine
You can get another drop of this, yeah you wish...

Laughing lady living lover
Ooo you sassy frassy lassie
Find me the skull of haile sellase, i...
Give me shoes so I can tapsy
Tap all over this big world
Take my hand you ugly girl

 

8th-Jul-2009 02:26 pm - I have
chucks
I have nine more days left in this country. =[

I also have my first smear test today. I'm nervous.
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